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i've come to realize,

Monday, October 12, 2009,


REALLY, realize, nobody is perfect.
yeahyeah, we've all heard that before, and we've all been told that before, a hundred million times, but it really, JUST clicked with me. I'm not going to be completely amazing in every ones eyes, I can't please everyone, and I can't make everyone like me. So why should I try so hard?

I should just be happy with what I live with, and well, if I get hurt, I get hurt, it's not the end of the world, and it'll only teach me what NOT to do next time around. And with this being said, I LOVE MY LIFE. I love everything about it, even though I can't have my brother at home, I love the fact that he's still alive, and I can talk to him / / even though my fathers no longer with us, I love that he's where he wants to be, and he no longer has to suffer / / even though my mom is struggling with everything life has thrown at her, I love the fact that she's still there to hug and tell me she loves me / / even though I've hurt so many people, getting where i am now, and even though i went up and down, hating myself over it, I love the fact that i can claim someone to be mine, and I, am his.

I'm not the skinniest, prettiest, funniest, perfectly structured girl ever. I say the wrong things, I don't think before I speak, and I make mistakes, I have regrets, I feel remorse, and I know what its like to love, and have lost, except, it was my fault I lost. I've done so many things that have made me life harder, and I could have done things to make my life easier, but I chose not to.

I am growing to love the life I live, and live the life I love. I just hope I have someone by my side, through it all.

Comments

This is a wonderful posting, and it touches my heart. Thank you!

Looking forward to more, and thanks for the invite.

Sheila
Awh, Thank you very much! It brings a whole new outlook on my life, I hope it helps others too.
"I'm not the skinniest, prettiest, funniest, perfectly structured girl ever. I say the wrong things, I don't think before I speak, and I make mistakes, I have regrets, I feel remorse, and I know what its like to love, and have lost, except, it was my fault I lost. I've done so many things that have made me life harder, and I could have done things to make my life easier, but I chose not to.

I am growing to love the life I live, and live the life I love. I just hope I have someone by my side, through it all."

good for you, girl. :)
awh, thank you babygirl.